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Thursday, April 10th, 2025. Entry One: A

Today is the first day that I add to the blog. It was a rough morning today. I woke up to my name being yelled at me, informing me I was late to school. Oh, how I cried. Anyway, I wanted to add some things to the Tidus website since that's what I do every day. I will also be adding Henrik to be editor in chief. Hare Krishna.

Saturday, April 12th, 2025. Entry Two: A

Today, I woke up, and I had to do a couple of things before I could go out. I had to move some tables outside, it was agonizing on my back. I cried because I am just a big dumb baby and had no forethought to have remembered the one core lesson my father and also Tidus taught me one time. Lift with your legs! Not your back! (: Any way i went down to relax in my brib and then my mom fucking comes up to me and tells me to do the dishes. And I'm like, alright? Why do you have to make me do everything? I just dont want to be treated like a friggin slave. It really reminds me of Tidus because one day I was with Tidus and then my mom told me to do the dishes. Anyways after i got all that shit done i went to ekahi grill with my gofwiend. Then we went to her house and then I hung out with some other people and then I came back to my gofwiends house. We watched School of Rock because we wanted to remember Jack Black cause he dead fr. Any way we went outside with her dogs and took em to the dog park fr and then the dogs ran around and shit and i ran with the dogs and then her dog lucky took a fat shit. Then i had to pick up the shit bc i am an upstanding citizen in the pyramid we call society. Then I threw it in the trash, but then I tried to take it out because I put it in the wrong trash can. But then i saw there where other shit bags so it was ok. Basically, we walked back, and then we ran. I had a bowl of ice cream, which reminds me I did not finish it. It is on my left and is melted. I'm so sad. Anyway, now where watching Netflix TV show with a superhero child. Amen.

Monday, April 14th, 2025. Entry Three: A

If I can find the best way to remember tidus, then I will have completed my goal. I think the best way to remember Tidus is through his story, so I am happy to announce that a new page, "Tidus Story," will be added. It will contain the fully complete version of Tidus's story, from birth to concentration camp. There will be general time stamps, spanning from baby years, to pre-school, to elementary and middle school, and then his year and a half in high school. Anywho, let me tell you about my day so far. Last night was pretty rough. I went to sleep early, and I was sober when I did go to sleep, which I have been trying to do for a little while now. I find that being under the influence before sleep can hurt my sleep and make the morning ten times more difficult. I also think it's a waste of a high because I don't think there is any reason to be under the influence if you aren't even conscious of it. This leads me to another thing, which is alcohol. It seems like everyone around me LOVES alcohol, and I mean, it is pretty nice, in moderation. The thing about alcohol, though, is that when you start it up, nothing is stopping that train(except for an empty bottle). A nice buzz is AWESOME, but it's never enough. Alcohol is so consuming that you just want to keep going, and before you know it, it's 6 am, and you're waking up in some public park. To connect this to my previous point, if you are going to blackout, what is the point of drinking in the first place? You forget your entire night, and feel like shit the morning after. Not to mention the antics you got up to that you are completely oblivious of. 

Sorry for that little rant.

 Continuing my story, my sleep was pretty awful; I was tossing and turning and was just so uncomfortable in every position. It's weird how when I wake up from sleeping poorly, it's in my mind, but when my sleep is good, I don't recognize it. Sometimes I wonder if I have literally never gotten a good sleep in my entire life, but that would be hyperbolic. I woke up pretty early in comparison to my usual day and went through all the steps to get ready. I guess I did forget to brush my teeth, but I chewed on some gum to supplement that. I made it to the bus, which hasn't happened in probably two weeks, and I made my happy way to school. It's been pretty uneventful, and I've actually been waiting since 9 to add to the blog today; it's now 11:17. I hope that this post was more coherent and entertaining to read than the past two. mashallah.